If we want to hear God’s
voice, we must learn to keep silent.
This coming Saturday night we
will celebrate Shavuot, which our Rabbis called z’man matan Torahteynu—the time of the giving of the Torah. The festival marks the high point of Jewish
history, the moment when we stood together to hear God’s word at Mount Sinai.
A time of high drama, to be
sure. And yet, the Talmud suggests that
revelation did not end there. The Rabbis
insist that God still speaks to us: “Each and every day the Divine Voice issues
forth from Sinai” (Avot 6:2)
So if the Holy One continues
to reveal the Sacred Word to us, what was so special about the events
commemorated by Shavuot? A passage from
the Midrash notes that the difference was the utter silence which preceded God’s
Ten Utterances:
R. Abbahu said in the name of R. Yohannan: When the
Holy One gave the Torah, no bird chirped, no fowl flew, no ox bellowed, not one
of the angels said, “Holy, holy, holy!”
The sea did not roar, creatures did not speak—the whole world was hushed
into breathless silence; it was then that the voice went forth: “I am the
Eternal your God.”
In other words, as Rabbi Lawrence
Kushner writes, “The reason Sinai is so special and the reason why we are
unable to hear Torah all the time is because the noise, static, and muzak of
this world drown out the sound of God’s voice.
Only at the time of the “giving of the Torah” did God “silence the
roar.” At Sinai we could hear what had been there (and continues to be here)
all along.
Often, as we imagine the
giving of the Torah, we think of the pyrotechnics: thunder and lightning and
fire. But the key ingredient for hearing
God is, in fact, silence. Elijah learns
this when the Holy One pays him a visit in a cave where he is hiding on Mt.
Carmel.
As it is written, “God passed by and a mighty wind split the
mountains—but God was not in the wind; and after the wind, an earthquake—but
God was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire—but God was not
in the fire. And after the fire, a
still, small voice.”
In our high-tech culture, so
noisy and full of distractions, Shavuot reminds us that Holiness does not dwell
amidst the sound and the fury; it reveals itself subtly in the calm that
follows, when the noise dies down. The
still, small voice continues to speak to us, everywhere and always. But most of the time, we do not hear it because
our world is too loud and we are moving too quickly.
Perhaps that is why the
watchword of our faith is Shema—Listen! This is our Jewish mission: to be still, to
listen to one another, to our own better angels, and to hear in them the
whispering voice of the Holy One. The Psalmist
declares, “Be still and know that I am God.”
The corollary to his teaching is both obvious and difficult: until we
learn to embrace the silence, God remains out of reach.
So, this week, try to make
some time for silence. Still the noise,
within and without, even if just for a moment or two. And then listen for the voice of conscience
and spirit—the sound of God speaking to you.
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